I've got no future, I've got no life Do I surrender, give up my knife The thought of hate, it makes me wise Can I remember, all my lies If I had a heart It would be gray I love my mother, and don't know why Commit to murder, then watch her die I'm blaming God, no other choice I have to follow, my inner voice If I had a heart It would be gray Hearing voices inside my head Oh my God, I wish that I was dead Hearing voices inside my head I sit here all alone I am always alone It's easier to hate Than love I'm hearing voices inside my head