There I was You said what's the rush I could feel my hot blood I could feel my heart in my guts You just wanted some back up And I'm a bed full of bad luck But I just want to love you So be good to me See the sweetness in this beast I know my tempos never easy And all my love is heavy And all the while I fade like day glow And I hold the line when I should just let go I know, I know I'm not as rough as I once was You were the one but my heart was in handcuffs I want so badly to be good enough But all of my losses they led me to your love So won't you keep me under your thumb So tear me apart Then you can get a good look at my heart