I got a dream in my head just waiting for the day just waiting for the day to be born I got a seed in my hand just looking for a way just looking for a way to grow strong And I crossed the water I crossed the land I let other people lead me blind and I searched for answers wanting to find a way to reveal what lies behind I have the strongest feeling that I should try I got to know myself, now I could cry this is the end of pretending, now I know why I had to lose my shell, I no longer try to hide I've got a story to tell just waiting for the day just waiting for the day to be told I got this anger and pain just waiting for my shame just waiting for my blame to get old I saw some children playing with guns I can't believe what we've become And I found some letters, written by god but they were signed with our own blood And I have the strongest feeling that I decide I got to know myself, now I could die this is the end of the way that led me to lie now I might lose myself, but no longer need to hide so I might lose myself, but I no longer, no longer need to hide And I have the strongest feeling that I decide I got to know me better, now I could die this is the end of the way that led me to lie now I might lose myself, but no longer need no longer need, no longer need see, I no longer need to hide