Took sense and madness as they come This circus life has left me on my own My expectations were my home But when the mirror cracks- there's so much left undone Who betrayed and who deceived? Loss of what I once believed Feel I'm in a dream- scary scenes rush before my eyes Wake up in a scream- this is real Where's my paradise? Downed my circumstance- innocence crushed under this load Will it ever end, where's my life? Disastrous certainties once felt My vast collection of a better time to tell Knowing my worst enemy Weak and helpless- is this me? Feel I'm in a dream- scary scenes rush before my eyes Wake up in a scream- this is real Where's my paradise? Downed my circumstance- innocence crushed under this load Late comprehension, a new dimension, a newborn child in it's fragile world (4x) Feel I'm in a dream- scary scenes rush before my eyes Wake up in a scream- this is real Where's my paradise? Downed my circumstance- innocence crushed under this load Will it ever end, where's my life? (2x)