If I say no to you Will I still go to you Begging a desperate grin? All eyes and mouth Will I still shut you out? Will I eat all your ashes again? Still in this haste Wonder what is this taste You are feeding me gentle and plain Though I am made for you I am afraid of you Violence is part of your name Thank god, I'm home You're finally on to me My one, my own Despicable animal I hope we meet And still you will speak to me I shift to flee And render it obsolete But I won't see the sun for anyone My blindness is complete And there is no coin or currency To equal my belief If I can bring us to the water Will you promise to drink deep? You are the one who makes me golden As I shudder in my sleep You are the one Is it a flaw That I'm proud of it all At how little that we truly need? I was in awe, I was never in doubt Of how terrible hunger can be Thank god, I'm home You're finally on to me My one, my own Despicable animal I swear I can speak But my jaw is loosening I feel the pull And oh it is frightening But I won't see the sun for anyone My blindness is complete And there is no coin or currency To equal my belief If I can bring us to water Will you promise to drink deep? You are the one who makes me golden As I murder in my sleep You are the one And I won't see the sun For anyone