I am not afraid to die I have already signed Close this chapter once and for all I have nothing to lose From a boy, to a man A sudden change within spirit Grasping for something to clutch It's hard to let go I stay here hide in the dark When the lights flicker by Mirroring my inside window I can't find a space To medicate, is slow and painful A preparation for death A celebration of life One last cold caress Walking by the cemetery And so should you Recalling memento mori There's no rhyme with you My hero My hero My hero My [?] And I love you