When you called me I was deep underwater Contemplating crossing that wicked dreadful border Feeling more suicidal by the hour Crazy woman, lovely borderline explorer The first time I met you, you set my heart on fire No one had ever talked to me like you before And you said you loved me, and I said I want you But please wait for me to come over Mentally growing is like talking to my mother About her children learning to walk by the water And I looked over my worried shoulder I really thought that I saw her I'm not so sure That you miss me at all I was never sure That you loved me at all I was never sure If you loved me at all I was never sure If you missed me at all Ending terms slightly on a dark note When heaven came knocking at my door I could not see it On the other hand, I called you back and I said I need and believe in it And I said I love you And I said I always do I really love you I said I always do