I keep talking to myself, but the words Sound like some one else I'm ready to bleed all this shit From my veins I'm willing to plead for a cure To the pain And I am amazed that I'm still Semi-sane I'm falling down My world is spinning round It feels like I'm flying The feeling is lying I'm falling down Falling down I'm a monster I'm not well No mirrors So I cannot tell There's a zoo on my back And a cloud on my soul Where I once had a heart There's a bottomless hole I wish I could get back An ounce of control I can't see beauty in anything I can't tell where I tripped up Where I fell I'm a piece of candy cane Wedged tightly in a drain Day by day, dissolving away