It's been about a year since I've felt any kind of normal No But yet another day goes by, I'm stuck inside my busy mind It's awful, I know How come I can't tell you I'm breaking down? If I keep on treading water, I'll drown I'll drown Help me, I'm way too scared to exist So write this down Please don't resuscitate Lead me to where the light ends Free my mind You're better off this way Where the world spins without me I'm your thorn I'm your thorn, thorn, thorn (I'm your thorn) Falling apart at the seams There's nothing left for me to take If I stay quiet now, no one will know when I disappear Disappear Honestly I can't believe that I let myself even get here I'm stuck here Help me, I'm feeling like I don't exist So write this down Please don't resuscitate Lead me to where the light ends Free my mind You're better off this way Where the world spins without me I'm your thorn I'm your thorn, thorn, thorn (I'm your thorn) I wish that you could see what I do I wish I was a window you saw through Your idea of the truth, it blocks the view I'm the window you can't see through Don't resuscitate Lead me to where the light ends You're better off this way Where the world spins without me I'm your thorn Thorn I wish that you could see what I do I wish I was a window you saw through Your idea of the truth, it blocks the view I'm the window you can't see through (I wish)