I live in a cube, consuming a dream Intravenously hooked on dopamemes I phish, it's a vice, and there's always a catch I'm looking for release, but I trigger attack And I can't refuse the glow of a darker place (And what could be better on a bad day?) Oh, can you comment on my memories? Long gone Nostalgia ain't what it used to be I can't refuse the glow of a darker place (And what could be better on a bad day?) IDK I'm outta control I'm outta my head When I connect and disengage I'm outta control I'm outta my head When I connect and waste away I'm a setting sun #bestlife, blessedlife, nofilter, flawless, fun Can't refuse the warmth of cold escape (And what could be better on a bad day?) How far down does it go at the deep end? IDK I'm outta control I'm outta my head When I connect and disengage Hey! I'm outta control Hey! I'm outta my head When I connect and waste away And waste away The higher ground's a step away But I won't ever change IDK I DECAY! I DECAY!