This is my song, yeah This is my song, yeah, yeah This is my song and I'm dancing with the Devil On a highway to hell in the middle of the road This is my time to decide Uh, Devil in my mind now Monogamy isn't the only thing I've been lying 'bout I'm in the belly of the beast and I'm riding 'round Rope in my hand, should I hang myself or climb out? I feel like everyone around me 'bout to make it And I'm busy with some bitch I only fuck with when I'm faded They say I'll grow to be a monster, but I am one Why the fuck you think I've been calling myself "LeeAnn's Son"? I ain't Thomas anymore, I ain't honest anymore I don't give a shit about a broken promise anymore I got back home from tour like a month ago And I been in the club getting drunk since a month ago I lost the only girl I've ever loved, bet you knew it 'Cause I said a million times, and now it's true I swore that she would never ever come before my music And now I see that every rapper sing the same tune This is my song and I'm dancing with the Devil On a highway to hell in the middle of the road This is my time to decide if I'm gonna be a better man Or cover everything I own in gold This is not the way This is not the way This is not the way That I, that I, that I, that I... wannabe There's rappers in the city that been talking shit And gangs that's in the city, y'all been talking 'bout it too There's women in the city I been fucking with on weekends While I'm out late with my friends, but I'm still in love with who... hates me I'm guilty and I'm sure it's slowly killing me I'ma take the fall and all responsibility Uh, Jesus in my heart now I heard he walked with you, I'll bring the car around 'Cause I don't have the time or the energy To forget about the past or forgive myself for anything, I'm waiting for it I just cut this whole tape on a party tip And now I'm like what the fuck, when's the fucking party end? When I wanted to be good, no one else was When I wanted to be rich, they wouldn't sell drugs When she wanted us together, man, I guess I didn't When I needed her to find me, she went missing This is my song and I'm dancing with the Devil On a highway to hell in the middle of the road This is my time to decide if I'm gonna be a better man Or cover everything I own in gold This is not the way This is not the way This is not the way That I, that I, that I, that I... wannabe This is not the way This is not the way This is not the way That I, that I, that I, that I... wannabe This is not the way, let it go now This is not the way, let it go now Uh, I'm 24 and I'm real enough to say If I don't make it big by 30 I'ma kill myself I bet you think that's just some super high thoughts But I ain't made for a full time position at a real job I was built to fit perfect in a Maserati And to be the drunkest at the Grammy after party I'm in this quiet grey area, no feelings I'm in a loud grey Acura, no ceilings I been tryna figure out how to do it different I broke too many hearts and never been religious I'm all alone and all my friends are in the room I don't wear wolves or fur but I'm howling at the moon, loud I just don't know what to do now I should move on while there's no house to move out Too many wannabes are living in my neighborhood And I refuse to let them call me neighbors 'cause I'm really good This is my song and I'm dancing with the Devil On a highway to hell in the middle of the road This is my time to decide if I'm gonna be a better man Or cover everything I own in gold This is not the way This is not the way This is not the way That I, that I, that I, that I... wannabe