My blood gets thinner when I drink You doubt, make you love me And my heart gets stronger when it bleeds It happens so quick, like skinning your knees All of my sadness boils down to one fact I want someone to do what I can't do for myself But that's not an option, I'm only human Nostalgia lies and sets the truth on fire My house cries when I leave All my fingerprints, on the doors, they turn pink Pink like my mind when I think about you It's not often the world hands it to you All of my sadness boils down to one fact I want someone to do what I won't do for myself That's not an option, I'm only human Nostalgia lies and sets the truth on fire You're not a savior, but I wish that you were And with each little lie we set the world on fire I've been sifting through my dreams And I'm looking for the clues Gathering the evidence Chasing down the muse But the maps have no coordinates No footsteps to follow in Somedays, when the sky is clear I believe we can undo the lies that got us here