I fell apart this winter Snow piled on the ground The hours start to splinter Now that you're not around And I go in circles Pacing through the dark Thinking, "How did it get to Spending our nights apart?" Wish I could start this over Say the things I should've said I know I feel like I'm a different person Than I was the day you left You used to pull me closer Spin up the silk cocoon Your head was on my shoulder Straight through the afternoon So I run it backwards Right up to the start Thinking, "How did it get to Junk on the curbside Spending our nights apart?" Wish I could start this over Say the things I should've said I know I feel like I'm a different person Than I was the day you left I feel the weight Of all my mistakes But I learned too late Wish I could start this over Say the things I should've said I know I feel like I'm a different person Than I was the day you left And I go in circles Pacing through the dark Thinking, "How did it get to An empty apartment Junk on the curbside Spending our nights apart?"