i cannot be too personal 'cause it ain't going to make much sense throwing words around the place and sitting on the fence trying hard to mean too much when i talk to you veiled, protected, and dangerous the lid is closed tight a velvet lined jeweled box with hard metal sides holds the secrets sharp and clean like the edges of a blade designed to pierce the hardest heart i knew i'd got it made children walking hand in hand that were never meant to be through an empty shopping street out in the a to z and history catches up with us and punches me in the face stunned with a bleeding nose an antenna, a mast of pain takes me aside and i receive a small gift of knowledge i'm still trying to understand