There's a lack of color Benny says that I'll be fine Can I see you in a sweater? You said by then we'll be alright Guess I'll scream down the highway And sweat through the hard parts of July Guess I'll scare my parents In searching ways for me to die Heard your voice In my head Thought it meant You loved me again Made friends With my pity She says She can't stand me I don't wanna be in love All it ever got me Were reasons to hate me I don't wanna fall apart All it ever showed me Is nobody knows me I know I know I know I know I know I know I know I know I know I know I know I know I think you took the wind when you left I look sick like all the time I just stare out the window A scarecrow to my own life Now I see you in strangers Maybe you are one. Maybe you've always been I see our love in the movies I always cry at the end I don't wanna be in love All it ever got me Were reasons to hate me I don't wanna fall apart All it ever showed me Is nobody knows me I know I know I know I know I know I know I know I know I know I know I know I know