Swallow it down or spit it out but either way lets move along
I'm radioactive I'm in pieces but I am still feeling strong enough
to walk away from all of this the car is crashed I just don't care
my followers abandoned me cause Poppa bear was unprepared

If only you could hold me 
my sweet sweet Joanie I know I'd be so brave right now
If only you could hold me 
my sweet sweet Joanie I know I'd be so brave right now

Maybe I'll get back to you maybe I haven't learned a thing
Maybe it's the last time for you but it's not the last time for me
I love the things you have to pay for that knock you down and make you dizzy
I got distracted along the way shaking hands and looking busy

If only you could hold me 
my sweet sweet Joanie I know I'd be so brave right now
If only you could hold me 
my sweet sweet Joanie I know I'd be so brave right now
If only you could hold me 
my sweet, sweet Joanie 
oh, my one and only

Do you ever think maybe I could be one of those things
that you hate at first but eventually learn to love
and then trust and then touch and then cut yeah I bet you will
Yeah I bet you will

I took a lot of day trips, trying to get away trips
sorry I have cold lips nothing left to say lips
I'm calling double or nothing on everything I have
I finally am what I am a fucking bag of bags.

If only you could hold me (bag of bags)
my sweet sweet Joanie (bag of bags)
I know I'd be so brave right now (that's all I am)

If only you could hold me 
my sweet sweet Joanie oh my one and only