Early in the morning as I'm laying there Through the window I can taste a bit of summer air Wipe the bad decisions from my bloody eyes The reflection of a man I couldn't recognize I had a whole, lot, of nothing to do With the money in my pocket I was burning through I bought a big, fat, bag of cocaine And I swore to mother Mary I would never change Standing at the corner of a wooden bar Drinking dollar margaritas from a pickle jar Laughing at a joke I heard a thousand times From a girl I hadn't seen since I was twenty five We lit an old, flame, by fanning the smoke From a fire I thought had died I guess you never know She had a half, pack, of Marlboro lights And we killed the motherfucker by the morning time I don't know who I am, anymore I don't know who I am, anymore Mama always told me I would be okay Had a family who would love me any sorta way Finally growing tired of being out alone Packed a bag and bought a ticket that would take me home She slammed the front, door, right in my face Said I love you but you're gonna have to go away You think you're smart, son, you're dumber than shit Just a man who's walking round like he's a little kid I don't know who I am, anymore I don't know who I am, anymore But if I prove I can, be the man I swear I am I don't know who I am, anymore Na na na na na na, na na na nana Na na na na na na nana Na na na na na na, na na na nana