And I'm rotten, conflicted to the core
I wanna see you every day
Some days I don't wanna talk to you anymore
And I'm tired, of wearing you so thin
It's my mistakes and my missteps
That got us to the spot we're in
And I'm sorry, can only go so far
Since you and me, since 2016
And I'm the broken part
And I'm weary, as the circle comes around
It doesn't really matter how high I fly
If I'm going up I'm coming down
And I'm starving, for attention once again
Wondering if I'll die this toxic
Or if I'll end up any different
And now I'm softer, not as sweet and delicate
Nothing like you
And I'm still sitting, in the spot you used to sit
Still unsure of what to turn on the TV
Still logged into your Hulu and Netflix
And I'm a bit bitter, like cheap beans from a drip machine
But I can't stay that way forever
Cause Cody wouldn't be proud of me
So I'll be mindful, of the people and things
I have to be thankful for
I'll be mindful, that if I get my shit in order
There could be one more
I'm in love with you
But if I gotta move on then I'm gonna do what
I've got to do
It doesn't change the fact that
I'm in love with you
But I've gotta move on then I'm gonna do what
I've got to do
And if everything goes
According to plan
You'll be back in my arms
You'll be holding my hand and
If everything follows
My typical patterns
It all goes to hell and
The plan will be shattered
That's me
That's me
That's me, that's me
