I wanna watch you burn, watch you go up in flames I wanna make it hurt in every god damn way I hope you're breaking down when you find my voice Screaming out loud, shameless, and proud Just like you I'm struggling to be a better man I just might lose I'm trying to find a reason to pretend I'm not just like you I'm struggling to... I'm struggling You call it what you want... I'm better than that... I hope I make it out alive From this head of mine It's hateful and wide just like your eyes This can't be true I'm struggling to be a better man It's just no use I think I found my demons, they're not dead And they're calling you I'm struggling to be a better man I just might lose I'm trying to find a reason to pretend I'm not just like you I'm struggling to... I'm struggling You call it what you want... I'm better than that... Truthfully, I know I'll be alright I'm living in my time My futures so bright I can't rush my life