It was premeditated Both my legs came off they wouldn't stopp kicking I hung upon a cross it runs in the family I acted on a whim I left the engine running I didn't feel a thing I had an addiction I tried to stop a fight I had a son or daughter I was I'll allright I was in police-custody Lightning came my way I jumped I slipped I fell It was really nothing I coughed a little blood I tried to save my baby I met an angry dog I was under water I skated on thin ice I was only seven and I got knifed I angered everybody I starved in every way they called and said they'd visit But no one ever came we were sure it wasn't loaded I couldn't reach the phone my heart was exhausted I saw the sky explode I tried to fix the TV It was a hit and run my boyfriend beat me I felt myself go numb the guilt became unbearable I never say goodbye the buildning was on fire I was asleep inside I carried a virus I collapsed at work I wasn't cured from cancer She said it wouldn't hurt we were in the forest I laughed a lot that day I was with my loved ones I slowly bled away We were on a class trip Snow! we yelled and ran nothing too eccentric I never saw the ban I was really really old I didn't hear that train the last I felt was rain