I've got myself to blame for this I've tried to compensate for everything I'm not And every face forgotten You felt the sun warming your bed You looked so quintessential pressed against that cross In the face of what was lost Still I'm not asking much of me And you're ignoring the matter... You'll shut me up and bleed me dry Cheap champagne and a complicated lifestyle If nothing else matters, then I will die trying Thinking about you and I Three years on Friday since we met You felt that existential kiss upon your neck How could we forget that? Still I'm through acting like this feels right And that nothing else matters You'll shut me up and bleed me dry Cheap champagne and a complicated lifestyle If nothing else matters, then I will die trying Trying not to think about you... Yeah It's on yourself and no one else It's on yourself and no one else But without hindsight I guess it serves me right You'll shut me up and bleed me dry Cheap champagne and a disappearing lifeline If nothing else matters Then I will die trying Thinking about you and I Shut me up and bleed me dry It's only a matter of time Cheap champagne and a complicated lifestyle It's only a matter of time Santi