Lyrics to Turning The Gun On Myself : The morning is bright As Rappers Delight Floats up to my room From the street And who would disturb A slumbering world With this late seventies beat? Im taking my aim From this window pane And Im turning the gun on myself The Upper West Side Is supposed to be quiet Its supposed to be wealthy and dull So how to explain This thundering pain Thats pushing its way through my skull Im taking a leave Of my senses, you see And Im turning the gun on myself New York is loud Its wonderfully loud I wouldnt live anywhere else But I need my rest To be at my best Away from the high decibels Im losing my will Im shooting to kill And Im turning the gun on myself Im losing my will And Im shooting to kill And Im turning the gun on myself