It's dark outside It's cold and empty like my mind But who would know I can't make it right I know it's on me but I can't fight And i'm on my own And I don't get to watch you grow, for now Held back away by reality The fact is all I know The footprints That I left Were meant to lead me back to home The distance Between us Has grown so bitter and so cold The permanence of silence Erodes them leaving just a hole The lights are alive The glare is burning in my eyes, for now It's nothing like i've ever been Shown in my life, but now All along the path we're taking Never had a chance we're breaking Breaking down i've lost my bearings Bearing all the cost by missing Missing out on what's worth sharing Leaving me with no control