Ikitakunai sasoi mo kotowarezu ni Ira tachi no keizoku kōkai no renzoku Zakona watashi iitai koto mo kuchi ni dasezu ni Suki ni ikasete kure yo Jibun dake seme teru maiban Mō 100-pon-me no fuan no hana saita Un, kizu o tsukeru no ga kaikan A ̄ yametai soshite yasetai Susunde mo zukkokeru kaidan Mō kirawa retaku wa nai nda Tsukisasaru kono-me no ha A ̄ yametai soshite yasetai Jibun ga jibun janai mitaide Chansu o nogashite koko ni iru Ate mo naku yume mo mottenakute Wakaranai enjite bakarida Jōshi mo sensei mo dōkyūsei mo damare Ima wa hitori de zutto i sasete Ryōshin mo dō dān , Moto kare mo damare Ima wa hitori de zutto i sasete Terebi no naka no hito datte Hontō no koto o ittenaijan? Egao de iu "daijōbudayo" datte Gōkyū shinagara enjite nda Ikiru yatsu toka rifujin'na yatsura ni kuchi o dasereba Kitto miete kuru sekai sae mo chigau katta ndarou nā Ikitakunai sasoi mo kotowarezu ni Ira tachi no keizoku kōkai no renzoku Zakona watashi iitai koto mo kuchi ni dasezu ni Suki ni ikasete kure yo Jibun dake seme teru maiban Mō 100-pon-me no fuan no hana saita Un, kizu o tsukeru no ga kaikan A ̄ yametai soshite yasetai Susunde mo zukkokeru kaidan Mō kirawa retaku wa nai nda Tsukisasaru hito no me no ha A ̄ yametai soshite yasetai Jibun ga jibun janai mitaide Chansu o nogashite koko ni iru Ate mo naku yume mo mottenakute Wakaranai enjite bakarida O ̄ o ̄ maji dari i na O ̄ o ̄ nemutai na O ̄ nanimoshitakunai na O ̄ demo waraitai na 行きたくない誘いも断れずに イラ立ちの継続 後悔の連続 雑魚な私 言いたいことも口に出せずに 好きに生かせてくれよ 自分だけ責めてる毎晩 もう100本目の不安の花咲いた うん、傷を付けるのが快感 あー辞めたい そして痩せたい 進んでもずっこける階段 もう嫌われたくはないんだ 突き刺さるこの目の刃 あー辞めたい そして痩せたい 自分が自分じゃないみたいで チャンスを逃してここに居る 宛ても無く 夢も持ってなくて 分からない 演じてばかりだ 上司も先生も同級生も黙れ 今は独りで ずっと居させて 両親も同担、元彼も黙れ 今は独りで ずっと居させて テレビの中の人だって 本当の事を言って無いじゃん? 笑顔で言う「大丈夫だよ」だって 号泣しながら演じてんだ イキるやつとか理不尽な奴らに口を出せれば きっと見えてくる世界さえも違うかったんだろうなあ 行きたくない誘いも断れずに イラ立ちの継続 後悔の連続 雑魚な私 言いたいことも口に出せずに 好きに生かせてくれよ 自分だけ責めてる毎晩 もう100本目の不安の花咲いた うん、傷を付けるのが快感 あー辞めたい そして痩せたい 進んでもずっこける階段 もう嫌われたくはないんだ 突き刺さる人の目の刃 あー辞めたい そして痩せたい 自分が自分じゃないみたいで チャンスを逃してここに居る 宛ても無く 夢も持ってなくて 分からない 演じてばかりだ おーおー マジだりいな おーおー 眠たいな おー 何もしたくないな おー でも笑いたいな I don't want to go. I can't refuse the invitation. Continuous regrets of IRA standing I can not say what I want to say. Let me live as you please. I'm only blaming myself every night another 100 Flowers of anxiety Bloom I'm not sure if I'm going to be able to do that, but I'm not going to be able to do that. I don't want to be hated anymore. The blade of the eye of the piercer Ah want to quit and want to lose weight I feel like I'm not myself. I'm here to take my chance. I didn't have a dream. I don't know. I just play. Your boss, your teacher, your classmate, shut up. Now, I want you to stay alone for the rest of your life. My parents and my ex-boyfriend would shut up. Now, I want you to stay alone for the rest of your life. People in TV. You didn't tell me the truth, did you? He smiles and says,"I'm fine." I'm crying. If I can talk to the guys who are crazy and unreasonable I'm sure the world that I see is different. I don't want to go. I can't refuse the invitation. Continuous regrets of IRA standing I can not say what I want to say. Let me live as you please. I'm only blaming myself every night another 100 Flowers of anxiety Bloom I'm not sure if I'm going to be able to do that, but I'm not going to be able to do that. I don't want to be hated anymore. The blade of the eye of the piercer Ah want to quit and want to lose weight I feel like I'm not myself. I'm here to take my chance. I didn't have a dream. I don't know. I just play. Oh, I'm so sorry. Oh, I'm sleepy. I don't want to do anything. I want to laugh.