Looking back through time To my childhood days I used to have a place Where I could escape the reality But lately things have been So difficult for me Trying to reach for the light In the fall of darkness Waiting watching my life I'm wasting my time I'm losing grip from life Going back to my dreamspace Leaving it all behind Soon the things will be alright When I get there Am I safe in here Nothing left to fear I will close my eyes And float away with stream Wandering here in this Eternal darkness No sign of light anywhere I am going insane Now I am leaving this life No hope left, I want to die