Intensify the pain as I speak these words So personal to me do I make things ten times worse Throwing all sense of caution to the wind The next tragedy will begin where this one ends With everything that's happened & I allowed If I held this all inside I'd be dead by now Reality dawns & ends the world of make believe Suffering silently is done for my day has come I die every time I say these words that kill something in you The word made flesh the word is flesh With everything that's happened & you know that I allowed I let this out & it all affects you some how Reality dawns & ends the world of make believe I've only said what I felt to play the hand that I was dealt So I'm unstable but my cards are here on the table Suffering silently is done for my time has come Breaking my bones this friction this is like a sick addiction I refuse to place the blame but whoever you are go back from where you came Screaming voices in my head words never to be heard Suffering silently is done for my time has come