Now I'm so tired, so so tired of working this out 
Going to give myself up, up to the truth of what this is, of what I am 
Take from me all of my blood, take from me all of my head 
This is the best thing I can do 
Why is it me instead of you 
(I come down) 

Now this is real 
I can't go back, caught up with everything here tonight 
Going ot fuck myself up 
Going to throw myself away 
Going to give this to you 
Give you what I've become 

First red on white then red on red 
I left my sould back in my bed 
This is the best thing I can do 
Why is it me instead of you 
(I come down)