Every night you find a way to make me feel like I'mma die I been out here getting paid but I still feel I'm broke inside I been lookin for a way I can tell you I'm alright I won't ever find a way cause I don't know why I'm alive Yea everything melts and I feel so hopeless I been tryna move on but I'm losing focus Run it up I'mma fuck it up Everything so hard with a heart like mine Runaway so I don't fuck it up I done did this too much I won't even try Now I fall back quick like I'm done shit Everybody wanna hate you ain't done shit Cut my friends off quick like A monster I ain't never been scared but I'm haunted I ain't never been scared Cause I'm nothin Better off with my head get it done quick Love me hate me I don't wanna say this Fuck it up lately fuck it I'm crazy Every night you find a way to make me feel like I'mma die I been out here getting paid but I still feel I'm broke inside Every night you find a way to make me feel like I'mma die I been out here getting paid but I still feel I'm broke inside I been lookin for a way I can tell you I'm alright I won't ever find a way cause I don't know why I'm alive Every night you find a way to make me feel like I'mma die I been out here getting paid but I still feel I'm broke inside I been lookin for a way I can tell you I'm alright I won't ever find a way cause I don't know why I'm alive