'Cause every day I start to see you in my hed
My brain's a tape replaying things I never sid
And every night I start to wish that I ws dead
I drown myself in rivers of the tears I shed
Pick me up, let me down
It don't matter anymore
You was there, I was gone
Don't deserve love anymore
You was right, I was wrong
I think we both knew that
Every fight, I try to run
I think I'm falling flat
Bring me back, tell me it's okay
'Cause this life ain't pretty
Bending back like cirque du soleil
But my demons winning
Fuck me head, way it makes me dead
To the world, I think I'm losing hope
Swear I try but the evil inside
Got a hold so tight, now I can't cope
'Cause every day I start to see you in my head
My brain's a tape replaying things I never said
And every night I start to wish that I was dead
I drown myself in rivers of the tears I shed
'Cause every day I start to see you in my head
