Lightning, I got lightning on my mind Raindrops, I got raindrops in my eyes Sunshine, I got sunshine on my side Rain stops Lightning, I got lightning on my mind Raindrops, I got raindrops in my eyes Sunshine, I got sunshine on my side You can change your girl's day if you tell her "Come through" You can change your dad's week if you said "I love you" It would change my whole year if the sky would stay blue You can change your whole life, your anxieties aren't true You can change your girl's day if you tell her "Come through" You can change your dad's week if you said "I love you" It would change my whole year if the sky would stay blue You can change your whole life, your anxieties aren't true Fear had got me under the thumb A guilty conscience, now I'm wasting minutes under the sun I need a hug from my mum I've been smothered with anxiety for years And so to name it, wasn't jumping the gun At least my therapy's fun My chest ain't felt relaxed for half the year Made an album bout my mindset then I watched it disappear I'm claustrophobic, Skala was supposed to be that moment Must have blown it, this year tryna get a grip of fear Every girl I've met must be proper dehydrated They all said I'm so refreshing Cocktail of happiness and old depression I'll never be told a lesson From intelligence, though it's artificial Intelligence can paint, it makes my art official Pass the parcel, time to pass the pistol Till they passed and then it's pass the tissues Shoot at people's feet, at least they're dancing with you Two-step to save your last breath Some people take their last breath with destiny at arms length Last chance to see the sunset Last chance to see their son settle Last chance to hear their mum's kettle Die young, at least your soul never fades In these last couple years, I'm in my hypocrite phase I told you it's okay to cry with sadness in disguise Tired eyes with my tears, it's either that or the beers Sometimes I fear for my health, I find comfort in supplying the help A friend to everybody is an enemy to themself Too much reliance on a God that I ignore If I ride the wave of fate, I really need to thank Him more Cause I've been thinking bout Him more It's hard when you're not sure But if it's written in the stars then whose hand is in the draws? Who wrote the way my life would go? Could claim that it's myself and thank the man that built the microphone But really I'm the man that's in the middle Really, I'm just doing what I'm told On a path to scream my name, I sowed the seeds when I was little I felt the same when I was little Back pages, I would scribble all those little things my brain would think Baby blue chaos or a summer rain baby paint Words that sound pretty, seeing colours in the shady things I used to tell my mum that I was different, I was eight She told me "That's because you are" I got that tatted on my arm, I couldn't wait Four words changed the way that I view myself until this day Never changed, I felt the same, scattered brain One day of summer rain with lemonade One day it's lemonade, I add the voddy, ten of them just to escape By now, I'm feeling fine but know that nothing stays the same That's why I'm seeking more, I know He's there, I know He's great It's hard to make a tape that follows structure as it plays And seven days can go astray, songs I've made I'll never play Already changed the next chapter of the book, a different page I illustrate, grab a pen and when I write, turns to pain You can change your girl's day if you tell her "Come through" You can change your dad's week if you said "I love you" It would change my whole year if the sky would stay blue You can change your whole life, your anxieties aren't true You can change your girl's day if you tell her "Come through" You can change your dad's week if you said "I love you" It would change my whole year if the sky would stay blue You can change your whole life, your anxieties aren't true If you've got nothing but a dream Then you're richer than a man who once dreamt Fuck a pocket, mine are deep and that's the reason I ain't slept If I speak about the things that I can get Know it wasn't cause I care, I just wanted some respect My whole life, I've been obsessed with being different Sometimes I'd trade that all just to feel comfort Find my aux then I'm playing shit as loud as it goes Don't tell me "Turn that down", I'll turn it down when I'm old My missus thinks I'm crazy as hell, I'm doing laps The big dog couldn't keep his head from his tail, got paranoid for real I've been giving people round me special stories to tell But every time I hear them back, it's like the demons prevail A therapist would struggle with me They'd ask for double the fee I'd be better off in silence, chuck him something to read Either that or I'd perform and sing I'd Rather You Cheat But they'd be asking me for pictures by the time that I leave To ask for sympathy would be a sin I can't flex about my bands and then expect a violin I ain't about that, could never pity me, I won't allow that I'm just being honest on where I swim and where I drown at Not a victim, I'm the culprit The guy who did the murder and detective tryna solve it I'm in and out of moments drowning, in and out of hoping I listen to my music, truer words were never spoken Either that or I'm revolted People think I'm vulnerable by choice They pat me on my back and they congratulate me As if I'm tryna be the voice of reason, I am not the voice of reason Honest just because that's how my parents raised me It's easy to express it on a beat If I could sleep then I could do that in my sleep That's why I'm giving gratitude to more than I can see That's why I changed my attitude to nothing came for free Amount of money I've declined would make your head spin When it comes to money, pull the strings, I'm Bread Zeppelin My bread's destined Insomniac, I rarely sleep when my head's resting So I was never sleeping round, I was bed testing Writing down my thoughts to feel free I'm grateful for success, for success I'm still me Life been getting crazy, both my feet are in the scene But I owe it to my fan base, allowing me to dream You can change your girl's day if you tell her "Come through" You can change your dad's week if you said "I love you" It would change my whole year if the sky would stay blue You can change your whole life, your anxieties aren't true You can change your girl's day if you tell her "Come through" You can change your dad's week if you said "I love you" It would change my whole year if the sky would stay blue You can change your whole life, your anxieties aren't true