I see you smile and I can't say a thing Could we be friends but you don't call me Might see you out somewhere but it's like I'm not there I said I'd never do this again It's in my heart and in my head Sometimes I wish that I was dead It's in my heart and in my head It's in my heart and in my head Sometimes I wish that I was dead It's in my heart and in my head I just can't do this anymore But you wouldn't stop till you evened the score Dragged down, and laid to waste So much hurt but here I wait It's in my heart and in my head Sometimes I wish that I was dead It's in my heart and in my head It's in my heart and in my head Sometimes I wish that I was dead It's in my heart and in my head There you are 3000 miles away I only hope, I'll be there someday Do you think you can wait for me? Now I come back to reality It's in my heart and in my head It's in my heart and in my head It's in my heart and in my head It's in my head