If I tell you a secret Promise that you'll keep it I'm afraid of getting too close and you leavin' I'm afraid of opening up, you'll see weakness Tell me what you know about swimming in the deep end Are you still invested? How do I love when my heart's protected? You on my team, but I get defensive Told you a secret and now I regret it Hate how my heart and my mind are separate Years go by we still young and reckless Things we imagined are coming to life Life is a trip but I'm lonely at night You being happy, that was my hope You got happy without me, I think I misspoke Your favorite song was Machipichu Thinking about you when I heard The Strokes I'm anxious girl She doesn't give me advice like you did She doesn't listen to all of my shit She's almost perfect but you were a ten I'm anxious girl, I'm anxious I took the B train downtown to Bleaker by your studio I had some things I held in all my life I wanted you to know Dirty Margielas and [?] [?] was a novelty I want to know one thing If I tell you a secret Promise that you'll keep it I'm afraid of getting too close and you leavin' I'm afraid of opening up, you'll see weakness Tell me what you know about swimming in the deep end If I tell you a secret Promise that you'll keep it I'm afraid of getting too close and you leavin' I'm afraid of opening up, you'll see weakness Tell me what you know about swimming in the deep end