i've been away long enough to forget hoping and wishing we won't meet again but life is twisted and likes to play games how i regretted that summer day i'm impressed how you could always screw it up the way you managed it was worthy of reward it's hard to help if you wont even help yourself you can't expect me to love such a mess i know exactly what happened to you nothing, except you changed for the worst the hate of my life the hate i lived with i've been through a hell i blame you for it the hate of my life so evil and mean rather than grief it's anger i feel so, if you're asking if this is for you try to remember if you spoke the truth the hate of my life the hate i lived with i've been through a hell. i blame you for it the hate of my life so evil and mean rather than grief it's anger i feel