Well I'm staring straight into the face of hell You're so close and you can't even tell I'm so wrapped up inside Because I don't have much to love Horrified I reel from pits unseen Falling off my pedestal of plentiful deeds As it crumbles down on top of me I contemplate my lack of love Come and save my soul Before it's not too late I'm not afraid to admit How much I hate myself All these gongs and cymbals ring inside my head Surrendered body to the flames has singed the skin Can't speak in tongues and even if I could it's nothing Because I cannot love Come and save my soul Before it's not too late I'm not afraid to admit How much I hate myself Well I'm staring straight into the face of hell I'm so close and I can't even tell I'm so afraid I'll amount to nothing 'cause I don't have much to love Much to love Much to love Much to love