Bleak ruins reality, emptyness, misery Covered by night I write this bitter diary Paper of my own skin, a pen of pointed pin Document of the fall, a lament for us all Shallow breath, empty haze, reaching for final faze When nothing does matter, when nothing means better Before we disappear , before we're gone We must make sure that we destroy what we have done Creeping shadows fill our veins and build a wall Around our hearts and clouds of pain seem to explode Tortured souls frightened of that rain Just only afterglows to remain That we used to dream the same dream but no more Words do betray sometimes, letters flash back sometimes Mining back out old blame, raising the speed of pain Lost souls so cold not meant to grow up and fly I still remember when I felt compassion For all that we have gained, for all that we have fashioned (how) greedily have we loved what we've achieved Forgetting what we once have all believed Page after page I tear and burn Page after page Creeping shadows fill our veins and build a wall Around our hearts and clouds of pain seem to explode Tortured souls frightened of that rain Just only afterglows to remain That we used to dream the same dream We used to built our velvet realm But no more!