The only thing I know is that I didn’t choose this
Summoned by your beauty, your presence a form of bliss
I joined the other ones; I stumbled in your footsteps
Waiting for the moment, feeling so useless
I tried to be whatever you wanted me to
But I feel there’s not much I can do
My lesson learnt I found my purpose
No God to help us, there’s only us
I tried to be the traitor you wanted me to
And I feel it’s the last thing I will do
I’m loosing myself in the constrained effort trying to help you
I hate myself for this but that’s as far as I can go
I tried to be whatever you wanted me to
But I feel there’s not much I can do
I tried to be the traitor you wanted me to
And I feel it’s the last thing I will do
