Living my life in a slow hell Different girl every night at the hotel I ain't seen the sun shine in 3 damn days Been fueling up on cocaine and whiskey Wish I had a good girl to miss me Lord I wonder if I'll ever change my ways I put your picture away Sat down and cried today I can't look at you while I'm lying next to her I put your picture away, sat down and cried today I can't look at you, while I'm lying next to her I called you last night in the hotel Everyone knows but they wont tell But their half-hearted smiles tell me Something just ain't right I been waiting on you for a long time Fueling up on heartaches and cheap wine I ain't heard from you in 3 damn nights I put your picture away I wonder where you been I can't look at you while I'm lying next to him I put your picture away I wonder where you been I can't look at you while I'm lying next to him I saw you yesterday with an old friend It was the same ole same "how have you been" Since you been gone my worlds been dark & grey You reminded me of brighter days I hoped you were coming home to stay I was headed to church I was off to drink you away I thought about you for a long time Can't seem to get you off my mind I can't understand why we're living life this way I found your picture today I swear I'll change my ways I just called to say I want you to come back home I found your picture today I swear I'll change my ways I just called to say I want you to come back home I just called to say, I love you come back home