I don't want to leave here 
I don't want to stay 
It feels like pinching to me 
Either way 
And the places I long for the most 
Are the places where I've been 
They are calling out to me 
Like a long lost friend 

It's not about losing faith 
It's not about trust 
It's all about comfortable 
When you move so much 
And the place I was wasn't perfect 
But I had found a way to live 
And it wasn't milk or honey 
But then neither is this 

I've been painting pictures of Egypt,
I've been leaving out what it lacks
The future feels so hard,
And I wanna go back!
But the places that used to fit me,
Cannot hold the things I've learned
Those roads were closed off to me
While my back was turned!

The past is so tangible 
I know it by heart 
Familiar things are never easy 
To discard 
I was dying for some freedom 
But now I hesitate to go 
I am caught between the Promise 
And the things I know 

I've been painting pictures of Egypt,
I've been leaving out what it lacks
The future feels so hard,
And I wanna go back!
But the places that used to fit me,
Cannot hold the things I've learned
Those roads were closed off to me
While my back was turned!

If it comes to quick 
I may not appreciate it 
Is that the reason behind all this time and sand? 
And if it comes to quick 
I may not recognize it 
Is that the reason behind all this time and sand?