Till I will knock on this door You never let me in Maybe one more time can your smile Make me mad and unknowing. It will be wing on my lips And futile is the thought i take you by the hand Words are changing into the questions Wisdom into ignorance. I'm still breathing that sour autumn When I was drinking your cold november rains. I have to lie to you once more, This place is where i would never let you go. I would better die on my way It's not the gone we have played For what my heart have ever beat Nothing came true, nothing but I believe Where are my hopes today I brought'em all to the grave What ever I did in your name Went slowly against me