What should it look like?
Screening the day from the floor
Shiver in sunlight
Running my words into yours
Patching a pinhole
Scraping the tape off the door
A bad idea I know
I thought I could do more
We both waited
For some big change that didn't come
We gave up
So I'm watching it dry
On two years of our lives
Intertwined
Happily snowed in
Half of the season upstate
Thirty day weekends
Learning to live in the weight
You went to bed first
And I'm playing video games
Is this how love works?
Or is this how it drains?
Still replaying all those days
Spent in
I fucking loved you then
But I'm untransparent
In all my caring
When I don't mean to be
I'll put in anything
Just like I always do
Just like I always do
Just like I always do
Just like I always do
Just like I always do
Just like I always do
