I've been worried 'bout the payout
Worried 'bout the wasted time
Went and had a moment by the mountainside
I've been starin' at the patterns
I've been learnin' how to ease my mind
Tryin' to see what matters
I fuck up sometimes
Does it ever come easily
Will it be waitin' for me
Break my neck to try to see
Exactly where we're goin'
Is it enough
Or am I just fillin' up paper cups
Til I spill out and you clean me up
Til I freak out and you pick me up
Is it enough
Or am I just fillin' up paper cups
Til I spill out and you clean me up
Again
We were lookin for a way out
We stayed up for one last night
Said we had a good run
Then we said goodbye
I've been worried bout the payout
Don't know how to live my life
Hopin' I have more time
Left to get it right
Does it ever come easily
Will it be waitin' for me
Break my neck to try to see
Exactly where we're goin'
Is it enough
Or am I just fillin' up paper cups
Til I spill out and you clean me up
Til I freak out and you pick me up
Is it enough
Or am I just fillin' up paper cups
Til I spill out and you clean me up
Again
(Does it every come easily)
(Will it be waitin' for me)
(Break my neck to try to see)
(Exactly where we're goin')
Is it enough
Or am I just fillin' up paper cups
Til I spill out and you clean me up
Til I freak out and you pick me up
Is it enough (is it enough)
Or am I just fillin up paper cups
Til I spill out and you clean me up
Again
(Spillin' out of paper cups)
