A year ago, I reduced myself down into a walking lump of one-track thoughts I felt the writing come back the more I beat myself up I turned the voice in me down as my headphones came on You're the twiddler of my fingers, you're the itch on the top of my head You are that single immovable question, and the subsequent avoidance instead Oh, don't take my twenties out my hands Oh, don't take the vigor out my plans Don't you take a step closer toward me 'Cause I've seen this before and know you're disgusting I've seen you in the corner of my room each morning Still you get me out of bed Heart beats out, says they're here for me, I felt it coming The magnet hand guides itself right up to my cheek When I'm awake, I see they're driving My life, my fable was on a mission for the jets I got no end all, got no be all, got no place to rest my head Spent my life worrying, and now I've got it in my hands I'm falling sideways, looking for some nonexistent place to land But these fleeting rays The clouds have been gettin a bit more greedy each day It's killing my sun and breaking my pace They left me here to pull myself out of this race