I find it hard, to believe It took all of my living years for me to see The most of the things I´ve ever wanted And most of the things I´ve ever owned, keep me from knowing my Soul I feel I´m falling into a trial I´m listening to a lot of people telling me what I could have And you know, it´s sound so good, when your head is full of Substances and deceive I don´t wanna be lonely, I need a word I don´t wanna be hurted the way that I am And I´m trying to talk to an angel But I feel like I´m talking to myself No matter how hard I try to live Or how much I believe in you, I´ll keep doing what the devil Says to do I´ll keep doing what the devil says to do I keep talking to myself and the conversation never seems to Change You´re a liar, you´re a fool and you think you´re paying dues Saying that you´re hopeless, faithless, but that ain´t true You´re just living something I can´t find my way out of And I´m trying to talk to an angel But I feel like I´m talking to myself No matter how hard I try to live Or how much I believe in you, I´ll keep doing what the devil Says to do I´ll keep doing what the devil says to do And I listen to my heart, I listen to my soul and i´m doing what My heart tells me to do I´ll keep doing what the devil says to do