I find it hard, to believe It took all of my living years for me to see The most of the things I've ever wanted And most of the things I've ever owned, keep me from knowing my soul I feel I'm falling into a trial I'm listening to a lot of people telling me what I could have And you know, it´s sound so good, when your head is full of substances and deceive I don't wanna be lonely, I need a word I don't wanna be hurted the way that I am So I'm trying to talk to an angel But I feel like I'm talking to myself No matter how hard I try to live Or how much I believe in you, I'll keep doing what the devil says to do I'll keep doing what the devil says to do I keep talking to myself and the conversation never seems to change You're a liar, you're a fool and you think you're paying dues saying that you´re hopeless, faithless, but that ain´t true You're just living something I can´t find my way out of And I'm trying to talk to an angel But I feel like I'm talking to myself No matter how hard I try to live Or how much I believe in you, I'll keep doing what the devil says to do I'll keep doing what the devil says to do And I listen to my heart, I listen to my soul and i´m doing what my heart tells me to do I'll keep doing what the devil says to do