I up and wrecked myself today For reasons I won't explain I had a purpose in my hands But it slipped my mind again I do my best to fade away on my own But the thought of a slow bar takes control of me So I'm on my way now for desperate company Lock the door behind the world I can't stand it anymore I climb upon my favorite stool And disappear into the blue I sit and think about all my mistakes So sell me your poison and call me a mystery Cuz I'm on my way now for desperate company Shut the box and turn the lights down And let the music turn me loose Imma be here for a while A wreck that I will choose I like the taste of your curiosity So sell me another and I'll be history Cuz I'm in the hole now with my desperate company