You know that I was struggling You saw I wasn't well And it's killing me to say these things I don't feel I'm ready for this now I know that you are suffering These decisions that were made Will you understand you've done no wrong? It's me alone, so selfish all inside I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry But now I will be free To find Myself, I feel so Sorry I'm sorry I know that this is difficult To tear away from time But you will be strong inside And you'll fight, goddamn, and make yourself all right You're stronger than you used to be You taught me so much, don't you see? I owe you everything It's hard for me to leave To find Myself, I feel so Sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry But now I will be free To find Myself, I feel so Sorry Sorry Sorry Sorry I don't feel I'm ready for this now