I wake to a wasteland
I try to understand
hates me everyone
Satan's got a gun
left with everything
I'm skinned by my own thoughts
raped by every god
feeling so lonely

I feel so alone
I'm haunted every time
I f**king close my eyes
eat at my rotten corpse
I feel the evil force
crumble and decay
I break down in dismay
worst of this monstrosity

this nightmare's draining me inside
is that this is f**king reality
Wake me up or I'll lose my mind
this nightmare makes me wanna die

terrified to close my eyes
When will I awake?
When will I awake?
When will I awake?

I wake in boiling sweat
dream will I forget
actions I do regret
erase then smear with shit
I flee from nothing there
possessed by if I care
attempt to run away
manage to burn and pray
I fall in endless pit
and loving every bit
further that I go
smashed down on ten foot spikes
escape this hell I know
shoved deeper with her might
I bleed cold in despair
Wake me up or I'll lose my mind

yet she doesn't f**king care
this nightmare's draining me inside
terrified to close my eyes
this nightmare makes me wanna die

When will I awake?
When will I awake?
When will I awake?
When will I awake?
When will I awake?
When will I awake?
When will I awake?
When will I awake?
When will I awake?
When will I awake?
When will I awake?
When will I awake