I wake to a wasteland I try to understand hates me everyone Satan's got a gun left with everything I'm skinned by my own thoughts raped by every god feeling so lonely I feel so alone I'm haunted every time I f**king close my eyes eat at my rotten corpse I feel the evil force crumble and decay I break down in dismay worst of this monstrosity this nightmare's draining me inside is that this is f**king reality Wake me up or I'll lose my mind this nightmare makes me wanna die terrified to close my eyes When will I awake? When will I awake? When will I awake? I wake in boiling sweat dream will I forget actions I do regret erase then smear with shit I flee from nothing there possessed by if I care attempt to run away manage to burn and pray I fall in endless pit and loving every bit further that I go smashed down on ten foot spikes escape this hell I know shoved deeper with her might I bleed cold in despair Wake me up or I'll lose my mind yet she doesn't f**king care this nightmare's draining me inside terrified to close my eyes this nightmare makes me wanna die When will I awake? When will I awake? When will I awake? When will I awake? When will I awake? When will I awake? When will I awake? When will I awake? When will I awake? When will I awake? When will I awake? When will I awake