I've been thinkin' bout leavin' this world by my own hand If you've ever been this low you understand But I ain't tryin' to make my poor little mama cry She thinks folks go to hell for suicide I've been sinkin, cause I've been drinkin' That ol' bottle just ain't doin' shit Up's the only way to go If there's one thing I know It's gotta get better than this I've been getting' a lil' thicker in the middle and I look like hell But that's all I put her through so its just as well When you love somebody but you only cause em' pain There ain't no thinkin you don't deserve the same I've been sinkin, so I've been drinkin... That ol' bottle still ain't doin' shit Up's the only way to go And if there's one thing I know It's gotta get better than this Yeah, I've been sinkin, so I've been drinkin... That ole' bottle probably caused this shit Up's the only way to go And if there's one damn thing I know It's gotta get better than this It's gotta get better than this Yeah, I've been drinkin'