How the story begin On a journey to win Crazy somehow they all Turn the back in the end Life is fair when it's not No comparin' the loss Everybody we know Carries their cross Don't be scared of your spark When you're there in the dark Most important of all Be aware of your thoughts I'm that nigga, I know I'm that nigga, I know When they cuttin' me down I get bigger, I grow Everybody get down Everybody get low They gon' push you around Just don't stay on the floor Shawty, back it up slow Mami makin' it roll They got hate in their heart They gon' say what they want They believe what they're told They gon' eat what they're fed If you open your mind Don't stop usin' your head I'm the truth and I'll say it I'm the truth and I'll say it I get through any maze What's due, I'll pay it Grateful to a new day Every minute I take Grateful even in death Born again anyway I been gettin' away I been gettin' a wave Can't nobody but me Ever get in my way Not concerned with the speed Only if the direction I'm headed is right I'll keep takin' the steps Lotta ladies I met Try to play me to the left I can't even get mad I keep takin' a breath Now I'm breakin' your neck Got the Cedes on deck That big body I push Switchin' lanes, no sweat Goin' 80, no less Liftin' weight, it's no press Movin' heavy, but always Be light in my step Must intervene, can no longer ignore it They killed my nigga defendin' the forest Forgin' and payin' it forward Still ain't no one who noticed Feel this pain in my heart Though I barely did know him Well enough to write up a song About his postmortem More about how I hate the world Its ways and its forces We still dyin' to eat Ma still payin' her mortgage Might supply in the street Hope that God forgive me for it More disorder, close the door To bein' clean, afford a fortune More distortion, more ignorin' All the laws, all my flaws On display, not a pause No delay Sharpen claws, show my teeth Though you sought hope in me Things are not what they seem Uh, the illest nigga this side of the Mississippi Y'all bitches silly, free my Willy Pick a hoe like Piccadilly Twist a Philly High as a kite Take flight, summer nights High, high, high I've seen some things that I can't talk 'bout (Went through changes) I've been through changes The rain came and cleansed me out I had to face my inner demons And share some tea Find some peace