This ain't in my head, this is for real man I'm sitting at a new kitchen table, trying to get a start on a plan I'm bending it back and I'm breaking it down In a different spot now, but still the same part of town Withdrawn, withdrawn My feelings are gone Withdrawn, withdrawn My feelings are gone I can feel it I can feel it I fell in love with this data It made me a guy I hated I'm not sure if I can go back I think the two are related I'm lost within myself A shadow walking in my own shoes I can't get off a drug I've never even used Spent a couple years in my head Lawyering, arguing sides Ya gotta care pretty hard to fake it man It's a tug of war inside Withdrawn, withdrawn My feelings are gone Withdrawn, withdrawn My feelings are gone I can feel it I can feel it I can feel it I can feel it I can feel it I can feel it I can feel it Go for an overdue meal with an old chum He asks what's new? I say forgiving doesn't make them right man It just frees you Spent too much time for my own good By myself in bars It's really hard to keep a secret Or judge from afar Tell me how many out of ten Can come all the way back? I will be in that camp That my friend, is a matter of fact Beyond beyond, I'm moving beyond Beyond beyond, I'm moving beyond I can feel it I can feel it I can feel it I can feel it I can feel it I can feel it